told you i'll be here forever
observing humanity is most fun when you use comparison. compare me to all the others. there's no one with the exact same eyes, no one has my lips. there's no one that has my ortheopedic face structure and no one possesses the same nose. no one has my small hands, no one has my gifted fingers. no one has my hips or my spine, my legs are my own and not other's. i cannot imagine anyone with my small feet and my fat toes. no one has my voice and no one has my laugh. no other girl can imitate gollum or lilo's stitch the way i do and no one sings as badly as i do. no one sneezes the same way i do and no one has the same cough. nobody looks like i do when i cry, and no one flips about like me while laughing. no one has the same kiss or the same touch as i do, and no one bites anyone t-shirts in their half-sleep. no one has the same sooth draw of breath as i have. no one else is writing this text right now. no one has the same past as i have and no one has the same memories. no one has done the exact same mistakes and no one has the same bad regrets. no one has the same wishes and needs and desires. no one else is longing for you right now, not the way i am. no one is wishing you here right here, no one is missing you as badly. no one would kill to just have you for an entire day and no one else would want to take you by the hand and run away and leave behind all the bullshit that has happened to us. no one would watch you sleeping for hours and no one would want to lie next to you every night of her life. no one else cries by herself every night and no one stares into space for hours because of you. no one else knows for sure that there just is no one else that loves you this way and no one else could ever wish for more than being loved by you
exept for me
